“And your eyes… The last days have been bad again. Someone shot the maple – neatly every single leaf. Why? Every year anew… the doubts are eating me up. They made me shut down the past days, way too much sleep, the whole day. Prone to tears, a lot of crying, no energy. M. is …
“I stored the fact that there were real glasses in the corner of my mind the way a squirrel stored a nut.” S. Plath. “Currently every transition from being awake to sleeping and, much more, from sleeping to being awake is a small trauma. I don’t know the reason for it but getting up is …
“… the last view weeks have been, … pathetic, I must admit. Some feeling got a toll on me again, it made its nest inside of my guts, some feeling I have certainly not invited. I feel numb, indifferent, deaf. Also the travels couldn’t change anything about this. There’s nothing I’m longing for more but …
There is barely anything as brutal as travelling. There is barely anything as brutal as travelling alone. What people say is: it takes you out of your comfort zone. But this sterile term doesn’t even get close to what travelling does to you. And I haven’t even done it right, yet. I haven’t even left …
The 4th international Degrowth-Conference took place from the September 2nd til 6th in Leipzig/Germany. I was there in order to write about it for a paper and had the chance to see some of the very interesting panels and scientific debates. Degrowth questions the mainstream economic idea of constant growth which is supposed to be …
Last weekend was a big date for the German urban gardening scene – the third nation-wide urban gardening meeting took place. And it was a big day for me particularly, as me and my urban gardening team in Nuremberg had the honour to host this big event. We had about 80 guests from more than …
Let’s assume you’re vegan. Is it OK to dumpster dive (or skip, as the Brits would say) meat or animal products? Which moral implications does this problem face? For a lot of people I know, who are vegans or vegetarians it is a clear thing that they “can” (respectively “want to” or “allow themselves …
It’s damn time to start writing again. Can hardly believe it’s been over half a year since my last entry… but well, I’m not gonna tell you anything about how time’s flying by now… I guess you all know best yourself. Can’t exactly say it’s been boring lately. I had my first confrontation with “professional” …
Sometimes it is hard to keep the hopes high. Sometimes I am speechless about how we seem to run around doing nothing but hurting, breaking each other. Purposeful. Without purpose. When we open our eyes towards the things that matter we see all the shit we’re in with incredible clarity. Yet the solutions seem to …
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